Hi everyone!
I posted before about my fashion internship! It went brilliantly I thought all the staff at Push PR were true professionals and I really learnt the trade whilst I was there!
Now I have finished and the six weeks are up, I am back at uni and I have really hit the gym and i’m on a really tight diet (constantly hungry as I’m avoiding carbs like the plague) but I’m being really healthy. It’s not exactly starvation it’s just learning to cut out the foods which sit on my tummy and hips, such as bread, pasta and sugary foods. I have swapped crisps for Rivitas, chips for salad and so forth!
I also just powered it out at the gym! Really proud of myself for doing almost 2 hours of solid running and weight machines!!!
In one month I plan to have really toned up so I can get back into Pin up again. I’m also changing my hair as I feel I need a change for me!!! I had a very tough end of the year with problems with a bitchy friend whos still bitchy and still makes me very unhappy, and a break up. But i’m happy to say I’m feeling so much better with life, shes still nasty to me every single day but I’ve found someone else who makes my heart skip a beat and treats me like a princess, and that is keeping me going right now, as well as feeling like I know where I want to go with my career in fashion in the future.
Right now I will enjoy being a student for a little longer and try to get grades, lose the pounds and feel confident again!
I sorted out my fashion internship and will be working for a large well known PR company when I return to London next week!
I can’t wait! I know it will be tough work but I need the experience and this makes things all the more real for me and my career!
Modelling has slowed down over christmas, but I’m glad about that as I think i’ve put on some weight just after losing it which is annoying but at Christmas, it was to be expected. I am going back to the gym and tightening on my health regime next week.
Channeling anger into exersice!!! I have a list of things in London I don’t want to go back for, starting with a certain someone, so I need to keep busy and keep fit!
Ok so i’m going to be honest with myself.
I fluctuate in weight, meaning I go on these insane diets drop about a dress size and then I eat what I want and regain it.
I’m slim but i’m not skinny.
I don’t want to be skinny as such. Pin ups are supposed to be curvy girls.
I have always wanted, however, muscle gain!!
So my workout starts as of next week when I move back to London where my gym membership is!
I can’t wait to feel fit and healthy again!
So it wouldn’t let me reblog from you guys tumblr kept fucking up so im sorry about that.
but i’d quite like to do this quizz, so things that have happened are highlighted in bold.
Since the start of 2012 I have:
Gotten a new piercing.
Dyed my hair.
Ended a relationship.
Started a new relationship.
Been on a long car journey.
Passed an exam.
Cried on someone’s shoulder.
Had a massive fight with a boyfriend/girlfriend.
Received flowers.
Had a Valentine.
Written a letter using pen and paper.
Gone to see a therapist.
Been prescribed medication by a doctor.
Read a really good book.
Gone to the zoo.
Spent too much money on unnecessary things.
Traveled by train.
Cried over someone.
Spent a day out in the sun getting a tan.
Slammed a door out of frustration.
Had an anxiety attack.
Had a BBQ.
Gone to the fair.
Gone bowling.
Seen a film at the cinema in 3D.
Gone on a date.
Been the only sober one on a night out.
Helped someone home after they’d had too much to drink.
Stayed up all night.
Talked on the phone for over 2 hours.
Supported someone who’d received bad news.
Watched some kind of live sporting event.
Read an entire book in one day.
Bought a DVD the day it was released.
Eaten McDonald’s more than four times in a single week.
Cried as a result of exam stress.
Met some incredible new people.
Fallen backwards off a chair.
Broken my glasses.
Cried over someone in my past.
Spent hours aimlessly browsing the internet.
Thrown up.
Cried over a film.
Gone out of my way to avoid an ex-significant other.
Fought with someone in public.
Been in a relationship for a year or longer.
Ok so life at present is:
Trying to get an internship sorted in fashion.
I gotta move out my house early as some crazy bad damp problems came up about 3 weeks after we moved in. The walls were obviously just painted over and the problem wasn’t treated so as soon as the house started being lived in, it went gross.
I split up from the boyfriend (now ex) last month so i’m enjoying being single and a new ‘thing’ is on the horizon so i’m happy at least with love-life.
Then I’m going home for Christmas which I can’t wait for!!!!
I’m taking the Christmas break off from modelling, i desperately wanted to do a sexy santa pin up shoot and i had the opportunity, but unfortunately I couldn’t attend due to deadlines.
:)
So although a few things are shitty not everything is bad right now!
©2012 Kamil Kurylonek; http://kurnikoff.com/
Wearing ASD Latex
Makeup by Andrada Stephania
Scarlett Vixen & Purple Girl by Ian Mears . Clothing by Kitty Creme
Scarlett Vixen for Berty&Gerty Vintage, ASOS Marketplace
A new one!
Photos by LBR Photography (Lauren-Becki Rowlands)
Latex by Black Sheep Latex
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Brick Lane sept 2012
This was from yesterday, I went vintage shopping with my friend whos also a model at Diamonds & Feathers and Pinupzania, Rita Matos. We took a few snaps inbetween shopping. Actually got stopped by some lovely girls and they asked if they could take our photos, im guessing because we are pin up or maybe they were doing a project on style or something! It was flattering though, I think it’s only happened once before. Sometimes I wonder whether people on Tumblr see me out in London. If you do, make sure to say hi!
Here is the first photo from my Brighton shoot with Pinupzania.com! With any luck one of my photos may be published in Vintage Life magazine which would be absolutely awesome, but we’ll have to see!
I would love a black kitty cat to keep me happy at home sometimes! It will be a few years yet till I get a place of my own that i’m allowed a cat (I currently live in a shared house with my friends which is no pets allowed!)
These shoes would complete me ;)
Prada babies…god damn!!!!!